夜深人静

 失去你的第11天。

闭上眼睛，Ward里发生的事情就一清二楚。

这几天都这样，失眠。忘不了。心很痛。很煎熬。Haiz....

Cant believe my blog is still around

 Hi, it’s been a long time. 

Can’t believe that my blog is still alive. 

It’s 2022 now and I’m married for 8years soon! 

Marriage life is a long journey and it's never easy... 

But I'm glad that we didn't give up easily although... Life is going downwards and with lotsa obstacles..

Well, the purpose of this blog was to remind myself that I’m a mother of 3 angels 👼🏼

And I couldn’t believe that I’m experiencing the same thing after 8 years. 

1: Sep 2014 

2: Sep 2021

3: June 2022 

I’m serving my confinement after losing the 3rd child. 

Lost too many blood that require blood transfusion and operation.  I’m feeling so weak now 😔

Why is so unfair that some couples who wants a baby so badly and couldn’t have it! And some couples who always get baby when they didn’t plan it? 

Whenever I read an article regarding anything to kids, my tears flows. I wonder what causes all these and why is it so hard to have a kid?  

Read back my blogs and realized, life is never been easy.. I've felt like I've never been contented with what I have. 

My heart is so heavy now that I couldn't breathe properly. I couldn't sleep. 

And I do not know what I want.. I wanna cry but I can't cry out with tears. Such a mixture feelings...

It's not that I do not have a loving husband, I just do not know how to express myself. 

As I do not even know what am I thinking or what do I want.. 

I'm back to blog as to remind myself that I've to change... I wanted to lead a happier life...... 

Insecurities is killing me softly~

Simply hate myself being crazy

Musee Platinium Tokyo. 2014

Hi, i went to sign up their brazillian package on Friday.
Price is reasonable for 10 sessions & it came with the underarm & bikini line foc. (unlimited!)
Such a good deal, isn't it?!

For those who dont know, Musee Platinium Tokyo is doing hair removal service using S.S.C.
You may refer to their webbie for more details,
http://www.musee-pla.asia/mobile/.

The reason i start to blog about this is because i wanted to note down all the process and see how it goes! Hope everything is going smoothly. hehe..

you have to book an appointment for consultation, pls note that you're unable to do treatment on the same day. 

Bad things abt musee: 

its very difficult to book appointment! 

esp a weekend slot! :( 

My consultation appointment time was 8pm but i reached 15-30min earlier. I was shocked when there are a lot staffs crowding around the counter. after given my name, they brought me to their consultation room. The consultant passed me the contract, forms and terms & conditions and wanted me to read through. After reading, she came in and explain the procedure, etc.. I actually read through their website and did the price research before i went down. price is reasonable & affordable, best thing about them was payment is done by installment! Well, im so excited abt it and hope the day come faster! Cant wait to be hairless! HAHA

My Happiness!

23/09/2014 New Life - New Chapter

Hi.. it's my 1st post after so many years,,, And my status no longer single... i'm married..
Officially became Mrs Ong. Yup.. Married to Ong Zhi Xiong (Paperbear) !!!
Weird, unexpected and it just happened. =)

we had been together for 1 year before we officially signed that marriage cert.

Seriously what is happening to my life.

got so f up.
my mum said nasty thing to me.

my didi gt into trouble.

den nw his family gt hse prob.

so? whats next?

i duno hw to do. i felt useless.